It has officially been a year. Up to this day I am not 100% sure if what I did was the best thing to do. At the moment it felt right but it’s lived in my conscious ever since. I feel like I can’t talk to anyone about it as I’ve decided to keep it real private. I do miss you if that’s even okay to say, seems kind of wrong.
I’ve lived in a really confused world and my thoughts have involved how it would affect my future or if it wouldn’t.
If I was put in this situation again I don’t know if I would fall all over and redo the same thing or this time actually accept it. What would my partner say? I am like a little scared to ask for his opinion because I don’t know what his reaction would be.😟 🤨